Hurt

hey all i'm back after long time no posting in this blog..i want to share about a tragedy that happened to recently,it's nothing scary,i prefer to call it "Hurt".1 week ago i worried about someone who was a hundred miles away from me .i texted and i called that person but i don't get the answer.and you know how my brain worked in this kind of situation i was paranoid,over thinking and also afraid all mixed up in my mind.After that i texted a number which my partner once used to text me.... And you know what ? a hurting new ,X had cheated on me for over the last 4 months.i know long distance relationship is hard.But i believe it will work just fine if we love each other.I'm hurt and i feel like nobody loved me.I want to tell you "If you love someone too much don't let them go and the best part don't hurt because hurt is paia".I think that i'm drunk right now i still want to make uo with that person who had hurt me ,after all the pain i'm still in love *you know how my heart work in this relationship too deep* I can't move on right now,feeling lonely and all i want is to talk to that person so bad but i think it will make everything worse and the whole relationship just ain't working.I can fake a smile force my self to laugh but my hear's still broke! This time was different Felt like, I was just a victim And it cut me like a knife When you walked out of my life -Cry,Rihanna . top-oneandhalf,pats-ragandbone,shoes-newbalance,bag-lv