Friday, March 14, 2014

Hurt

hey all i'm back after long time no posting in this blog..i want to share about a tragedy that happened to recently,it's nothing scary,i prefer to call it "Hurt".1 week ago i worried about someone who was a hundred miles away from me .i texted and i called that person but i don't get the answer.and you know how my brain worked in this kind of situation i was paranoid,over thinking and also afraid all mixed up in my mind.After that i texted a number which my partner once used to text me.... And you know what ? a hurting new ,X had cheated on me for over the last 4 months.i know long distance relationship is hard.But i believe it will work just fine if we love each other.I'm hurt and i feel like nobody loved me.I want to tell you "If you love someone too much don't let them go and the best part don't hurt because hurt is paia".I think that i'm drunk right now i still want to make uo with that person who had hurt me ,after all the pain i'm still in love *you know how my heart work in this relationship too deep* I can't move on right now,feeling lonely and all i want is to talk to that person so bad but i think it will make everything worse and the whole relationship just ain't working.I can fake a smile force my self to laugh but my hear's still broke! This time was different Felt like, I was just a victim And it cut me like a knife When you walked out of my life -Cry,Rihanna .
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22 comments:

.BRIGITTAMONIQUE. said...

aaaa, stay strong belvin!
aku jg susah move on, hiks...yuk meet up
anyway where are you now, sby/jkt/malay?

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Pupu Hoe Hoe said...

you are so cool? why are you stop posting on lookbook.nu

Please make one clicks on my choies wishlist it help me a lot ^^
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Milex said...

Absolutely stunning

Bellamoreway said...

i rlly love your turtleneck top! be strong! believe that after every obstacles in life you'll find happiness in the end..this too shall pass ^^

xx,bella

Anisacrament said...

amazing look!


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Chrisnawati Novia said...

well, the hardest part in relationship is facing the truth that the one we love cheated on you and nothing we can do but move on and let it go..but hey, you are being prepared to meet the better one ;)
may be you can spend your heart broken time with blogging hihi
btw, i looove your bag <3<3

Vania Aprilia said...

just stay strong and move on, it's hard but you have to do it to create peace within yourself, therefore not being hurt anymore :)


Love,
Pudding Monster

Staysya Dinka said...

You look so cool!


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Rosalinda Tjioe said...

Stay strong Belvin! That person totally doesn't deserve you!
Anyway I'm loving your outfit! Simple yet chic. xx

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Sonya Thaniya said...

hiks :( stay strong belvin,,i'm sure there's someone is better for you :)

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Putri Valentina said...

Stay strong! you will meet the better one :D
btw your bag and top are cool!

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Dominique W said...

Awe stay strong...just simply wasn't meant to be...there will be someone better in the future! Glad I stumbled upon your blog...I quite enjoyed this look. This post was really relatable for me.

Looking forward to your future posts.

-Dominique xx

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Daniella Rika said...

loved your blog!

xx, Daniella ♥

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Angelyn Agatha said...

cool!<3

xx, angel.
http://angelynagatha.blogspot.com

Gail J said...

I love your outfit and that bag!

Shabrina Hazimi said...

Hey, I love your striped top and bag. very nice outfit accordance ;)
Anyway, I hope you can heal your feeling soon ! xx

www.shabrinahazimi.blogspot.com

Mitha Komala said...

i know its difficult to get over someone, but that person is totally not worth to think about, respecting yourself is more important! cry a river and move on.

on the brighter side, i love your top and baggg! you look so chic and awesome xx

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Coffee Cream and the Caffeine said...

Stay strong Belvin ! You deserve someone better and even though its tough, just remember that your path of life has already been planned !! It is not worth the time to think about that person who do not serve you as much. Give yourself a time to heal and move on when the time is right :) Cheers

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Firda Amelia said...

Stay strong! You deserve better and believe life still has more surprise in the bag for you. :) anyway, I love your look especially the top!
Xx

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Ines Ariani said...

LOVE THE TOP!

aiiness

Anata Kusuma said...

It's okay vin, I LOVE YOU!! And you're awesome!

Egejta said...

cool pics! i really like the red bag! goes perfect with the whole outfit!

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